Abandoned .....

You left me wondering
why there is so much silence all around,
had this feeling there's no one left
and I am all alone.

Did you leave me & am i dreaming
that you'll come back for my love,
i'm pleading like i ask for pardon
from the one who is up above.

Take my hand lead me there
i'm blinded by the glare,
pull me up bail me out
i'm trying but i fail.

Leave me if you want to
but make sure that i'm ready,
to face the hardships and the pain
and i'm in good custody.

Like a blind man on an island
i feel so very stranded,
i'll have my faith guarding me
and i don't ever feel abandoned.

- The Crooked Pen

Trauma .....

Waking up in the morning
i know not whats in my head,
Looking at my face in the mirror
its bloody, i'm filled with terror.

I realise on the second look
its not mine and i'm shaken,
is it time? the crooked clock?
i'm given..i'm taken..

There i go, searhing for my true self
all along, standing up for myself
Yes I kill.. Just to live!!

Moving on to unknown realms
Ignoring the onslaught of who I ams,
I travel through a maze of thoughts
My path is just a line of dots.

The waters oily, the air is thick
My Breathings hard, i'm feeling sick
This is not what i want..

-The Crooked Pen